Sunday, March 04, 2007


i really feel as if i'm suffocating now..
:(
it's been so long since i feel this way..

plus, my mama kept shouting outside right now, at jie.
argh.
it's irritating..
got woken up frm my afternoon nap bcos of this..
went swimming with my aunt and her sweet little daughters..
swam quite afew laps with jie..
den ate at my uncle's stall in a nearby hawker centre.
(now my mum starts to tell me abt how bad my sis is.. argh. i'm in a bad mood already..)
i dont understand why parents just can't look at the good side of their children,
rather than kept scolding us on our bad pts,
yet never, ever praised our good pts before.
isn't this so unfair?!

okays. but actually my mood is dampened not really because of this la..
i'm having quite enough of this already..
"why can people be so practical?!"
perhaps it's because i'm in the rather top few classes,
so i get to see this ugly sides of ppl, again..
:(
esp when this year, we're having our O'lvls.
everyone started to change to a selfish piece of shit .
( quoted by mr koh. =x LOLS )
this is only the beginning of the year, you know.
and i start to see afew unfamiliar faces.
is studying really about everything in their life?!
i guess i know why they cant have real true friends, huh.

WHAT IS THE DEFINATION OF TRUE FRIENDS?
-to help one another when one is in trouble.
-to be there for them when they need it.
-to cry with them when they cry.
-to feel happy for ur friends' good results, even though you didnt really score well.
-to study hard together during the exams.
-to be able to depend on your friend anytime when you feel helpless.
-to be able to accept one's short-comings.
-to know one another's thoughts even if they didnt talk at all.


okays. i shall stop here..
shall not care so much since it's so not worth it at all..
i'm so glad to have my dear WANXIN!
thanks for being here for me when i need it, girl!
:)
cheered up alot.
hehehs.
broke down just now, halfway writing this post :(
but nbm, wx called me,
and i feel so much better now.
hehehes.
I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

and we both agree that
both of our lives shall be FUN FUN FUN all the way in the future!
xD
absolutely "no" to rigid, boring life.
hahaha!


cant wait to go to school tmr,
cause i can bring my lovely new "puma" bag that i bought ytd
when i went out with my dear wanxin and jasmine!
xP